dizzy's dad, I am crying both tears of sadness as well as joy for you because you and Dizzy had such a wonderful life together and you shared such a deep deep bond. I understand when you say "but if the choice is working through this or never having the joy of being owned by him I will take this gladly." I must admit that for 4 decades I led a pretty stoic life until cats and my sweet Angel came into my life. I never believed in the old saying, "Better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all." But after my first cat died, I completely changed. Now I understand my life is not complete unless I am helping or have a kitty with me at home. As you volunteer, you may want to consider fostering cats (it's what I am doing now), not only to comfort yourself, but also to help those who just desperately want and need some love. And you have so much to give of that after learning so much from Dizzy. Sending you lots of love myself. I know Dizzy is watching over you and will let you know when he has chosen the special cat that he feels will bring you happiness again and keep the love going until you meet again.
Maggie & Phoebe
Kitty, Lucy Girl, Bobby Boy, and my sweet Angel forever in my heart.
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