The super of the building and I had made a cozy little corner for 2 street cats inside the building for cold and rainy days. A sofa, cushions, blankets, food, water, in a place where no one ever goes, down on the stairs rest place on the way to the cellar. A true tiny piece of heaven to remind the cats and ourselves that there's still caring in the world.
Tonight like every night I went down to put food and fresh water, and saw that the place is empty, not even the sofa remained.
The only one who has the key to the door through which the sofa can be pulled out is the super. I found that door wide open, to the rain and cold. The super didn't even comment to me on what happened.
Now there's no hidden place anymore where I can feed or shelter those cats, as someone had done the same thing in each place I ever tried.
I did keep in constant open communication with all the neighbors, to make sure no one was feeling upset about the cats spending some nights in the building in winter. No one said a word against it.
I can't help anyone, because there always are mean people who won't let me help those in need. They don't dialogue or negotiate, they just destroy everything.
I've stopped feeding and managing the colony and doing TNR. I'll never try to help anyone in need so long as I live.
I despise humans.