I'm very sad to hear about your losses. I recently lost my family cat at 18 years old and know what it's like to lose a longtime furry family member. I keep all my cats indoors for fear of the heartbreak you've experienced with your younger kitty, too. I'm getting a Bengal this weekend and can't imagine that kind of loss; yours must have been a beautiful baby. I hope your two babies now live long and healthy lives! Welcome to the forum, from another brand new member.