Tomorrow is 2 years since I sent you on to the Bridge.
Goodness but I miss you. :'(
I'm doing ok, but the missing you has never stopped. Not for a minuet. The loving you hasn't stopped. Not for a second.
But I'm ok, moofs poofs. I wish I could do it all over. I would do so many things so differently.
Forgive me for not listening to my gut to get you a different vet. I ignored that gut instinct, and I am sorry.
But I dont ignore it anymore. And because of it, Harmony is doing ok, thanks to Grandma's generosity (SHE MISSES YOU!!! She looks outside her bedroom to wear you and Tux's bodies are buried. SHE MISSES YOU!!)
Thanks for sending Cricket to us. She is such a happy, truly happy kitty. Very friendly, like you are. Sweet spirited.
The past 2 years have been tough on so many levels. I mean really really hard. I'm just starting to heal, to feel like me again.
I hope you spend a lot of time with Yeshua and the Love that created you. I hope you and Tux are together. Even though you weren't buddy-buddy, I knew you didnt mind each other
My Rhythm and My Blues. The one dream of mine that actually came true. What a special dream you two are.
Did I tell you, I miss miss you? I love love you?
Yep, I do special girl, you and Rhythm.
Come visit me in my dreams anytime, ok?
Love, your Buddy.