We got another puppy. A female named Lucy. Me and her had that bond that just clicks. Today at the farm she died. I ran over her with the truck. I couldn't see her. It was so sad to look at it. It's the worst thing that's ever happened. All I do is blame myself even though I know I shouldn't. I keep saying if i had let her in the truck when she wanted in this wouldn't have happened. How do you move on from something like this? is it possible?