Hello I am the Penguin. As a life-long pet owner and lover, I am glad to have found this site to learn about pet-related issues-most notably health issues. I have had many cats over the past 5 years, and suffered many losses. Most recently I lost the cat who meant more to me than anything. So that's the main reason I'm here, to share my story about losing one of the most important things in my life, to honor her memory, to meet others suffering the same as me, to possibly relieve the immense guilt that I feel, and to learn about potentially fatal warning signs so that I do not have to suffer as I am now again. I am glad to be here and I look forward to learning and discussing about the amazing little creature known as the kitty cat.