Maggie is 24yo..blind/deaf. Its a daily struggle to get her to eat. She started having seizures months ago, and I began a search for euthanasia. We live in country and she hasn't seen vet in 20 yrs bc I always kept her inside (buddies in hse, no fleas or ticks) Vet who spayed her wouldn't even consider a euthan. appt. ("inactive" no way) There are several vets in the county and NOT ONE of them will euthan. her. Every day I nurse her to the next day, giving her every kind of kitty/people food I can get her to eat...and every morning I wake up hoping that she died during the night. She is so weak, and I spray her down w/water bc it seems to help w/the heat (no ac). I am literally watching her die a slow death. I won't consider home euthan. bc the result could be tragic. Mobile vets are far away & can't afford. I foolishly thought vets oath..whatever. Anybody have any suggestions? Thx. This was long so thanks for reading.