Last year I had two abandoned female ferals outside. I would feed them sometimes and always put water. Now this year they have had their first litter. One had only 1 baby, which is now sick and wont eat. The other one had 4 babies, but one died at 3 weeks. In my country (Saudi Arabia) and my city they do not spay or neuter. If I could get them all fixed I would keep them all outside. Now I dont know what to do. I cant keep taking care of them and then they keep bring more babies. Please any advice on what I should do. I love cats soooooooooo much. I have 2 indoor cats and it breaks my heart to see any animal suffering. There are many "street cats" in our neighborhood and the seem fine on their own. I know its a hard life for them so thats why I feel lost and torn on what I should do next. Any advice is welcomed, thanks!!!